เร็วๆนี้แอนดี้ยุ่งมากครับ อาทิตย์นีผมไปเที่ยววัดเยอะมาาากมาแล้ว คุณแม่และเพื่อนของเขาพาแอนดี้ไปเที่ยววัดอรุณครับ ชอบมากแต่อากาศร้อนมากตอนไป ผมปีนไปบันไดถ่ายรูปเยอะมากครับ สวยมากๆ หลังจากนั้นน้องสาวของฟัดผาแอนดี้ทานอาหารที่ร้าน MK กับเพื่อนเขาชื้อพี่เลียงครับ อร่อยมากทานมาก 5555 พี่เลียงใจดีมาาาาาก ดังแต่เราเจอเขาพาแอนดี้ไปเที่ยวที่เที่ยวเยอะอย่างเช่นวัดที่ chinatown วัดอืนและตลาดดอกไม้ครับ สนุกมาาาาก ผมก็ไปพักที่วัดมาแล้วแต่ไม่ชอบ ที่วัดพระสอนสำหรับนั่งสมาธิไม่เก่ง แล้วก็ได้ยินพระคุยไม่ดีกับผู้หญิงครับ ไม่ชอบ คิดว่าไม่ดี รูสึกดีใจที่แอนดี้ออกจากวัดแล้วครับ ตื่นเต้นไปเที่ยววัดดีกับผี่ดาอีกครั้งครับ
Sorry again for the lapse in making a post. This time, I have a decent reason... They confiscated my communication devices at the temple mediation center. I just stayed there for two nights. It was...ummm...interesting. That is the best way to put a positive spin on it. Other words might be: disorganized, weird or absurd. I arrived on Tuesday night and received about 20 minutes of training on the type of meditation they do there. Slightly different than what I'm used to. I then mediated for an a few hours, both walking and sitting. Yesterday, from 4 am until some time in the evening when my mind officially melted, I did about 10 or more hours of meditation, with very little supervision. Sometimes I was with a Thai meditation group, other times with another American and other times alone in some weird basement. The schedule was "interesting." Meaning that, if you are an international meditator, you might show up where they tell you and it isn't actually where you should be or there are no rooms for you to use. Things like that. Luckily, I could read most of the Thai schedule, so I was able to have some clue.
We were only allowed to eat two times a day. Not after noon. They didn't have vegetarian food at all, so I brought my own. Glad I did, since the portions for the other meditators were so meager, while the monks sat in front of us eating huge feasts, presumably telling us to not enjoy our food, but only register the action of tasting. Kind of laughable in many ways. I also witnessed a few people in authority at the center being pretty rude to the women meditators. I didn't really understand the entire interactions, but the only American woman there and a Thai woman confirmed that was the case and said it happened to them, too. These occurrances, combined with the fact that I had a roommate last night who snored like 20 elephants, caused me to seek the Buddha's 'middle path' and peace-out at my earliest convenience this morning. This also happened to be the earliest inconvenience for the monks, as I interrupted their breakfast, but so it goes. Also, as a weird aside, the one monk that was in charge of the instruction of International Meditators only wore glasses when speaking English.
This part of the trip didn't really live up to my expectations, but I still got a lot out of it. Sure, the amount of meditation and it's immediate mental effects were not ideal, but I feel like it opened my eyes to some aspects of Buddhism that I had not encountered or even pondered previously. Since, well, my only other experiences are in America, where I've been lucky to have excellent and patient teachers, who reciprocate my respect for them. This place that I just visited was more focused on dealing with personal/physical suffering and neutral mind than the converse of compassion and generosity. There was no mention of goodwill or loving-kindness in any of the teaching we received. Certainly, this is not always central to meditation, but even at meals and chanting (of which there was little of), everything seemed pretty joyless and stale. Perhaps this is a side effect of the ways of various teachers' methods clouding the original message of the Buddha, though I'm not sure. I am certain that none of my experiences of the last few days fit into the 'middle path' of Buddhism that I personally understand. I fail to see how unguided, yet still somehow authoritarian exploration of meditation is beneficial to anyone. A good teacher has been key to my success at mediation thus far, but there was no instruction in sight (wanted to write insight, as a joke....lol) at the meditation center. Definitely a disappointment, but not a waste of time. Like my first attempt at a Muay Thai gym here, I remain undeterred. Looking forward to retuning to the temple near my host family for chanting and meditation soon.
On the good side, after leaving the temple and taking a taxi home, D and J made me breakfast and also plans to visit a place called Buddha Mountain on Sunday. My friends here are seriously great. D also brought some extra food for me to the temple last night, despite the actual monsoon that was occurring. So awesome.
On the new friend front, Pat's sister took me out to lunch on Sunday with her friend, who is a photographer here in Bangkok. He lives super close to my host family and has since taken me to visit a ton of interesting temples. He grew up in Chinatown here, so he was an expert in that area. Since Sunday, he has taken me to no less than 7 temples. Some Chinese and some Thai. My favorite is Tien Fah, which is a temple dedicated to Kwan Yin in Chinatown. We were there just as Chinese language chanting was happening. It was beautiful, especially with bell accompaniment. It was also good to be with a friend familiar with Chinese and Thai customs, so I got full experiences at all the temples we visited. My new friend also took me to the flower market, the night market and a few other places. We are going to plan more trips soon. Everyone here has been so gracious, I cannot believe it! I am going to start repaying friends with English lessons at our next meetings, as all have expressed the difficulty in finding native speakers around here.